the greatest battles are those in the mind.

its sunday.
i kept thinking its saturday.
maybe its because i've wasted my saturday.
heh.
had speech day yesterday.
got my 15buck popular voucher.
pathetic right? heh.
the principal speech was boring.
the GOH one was worst.
rushed back to the music room to change, make up and tie my hair quickly.
i was pretty fast for once.
missed out lots of fun.
they took lots of photos without me.
*sob*
our last performance.
for once, i suddenly love dance. and everyone in dance.
we did a great job.
the dance was great la.
boo! yannz thay all could reg. me even though i was behind the mask =(
i thought every one look the same?
for idiots who tried looking for shufang, heh! she didnt dance that part la.
laugh out LOUD! ahahas.
met yijia, inu, jingting, flo they all in school.
took a quick photo with them then went up for performance.
didnt manage to chat with them =(

went for lunch at mac with chailuan, shufang, huiyu. vic and allie joined us after a lonnnnng lonnnng time.
ate SHAKERFRIES! =)
chat chat chat.

went to palm haven in upper sgoon at night.
queenie's son birthday party.
had fun larhs.
drank ren wine.
ya. we are underage.
but we didnt bother much lar.
hahas.
yangce and i act as if we were drank.
hur.
fun fun fun.
went home at 10plus.

have to seriously mug today le.
fook! i got stomach cramps. argh.
2nd day. =(

anyway,
a guy from a top jc committed suicide cos he's convinced that his penis is too small.
wtf.
what has the world come to?!?!?


it's so easy to hold a grudge: so easy to feel bitter about someone not coming through for you, so easy to play the victim, to be righteously angry because that's so much more fun than..you know, letting it go. And so, so hard to forgive, especially when you can't see a reason to. But sometimes the only reason is just because there's no other way to live with yourself. Do these things get easier with age? (is it easier at 34?) Or maybe it just gets easier when you realise that there are so many things in the world to feel resentful about..and the one thing I don't want is to be a bitter old lady.